Lee Jong Suk

Eotokaji? I hate when Lee Jong Suk does aegyo. Whether he’s a pro or he does it intentionally or unintentionally. I don’t like it. Why? Because every time he does that, my world turns upside down. I think I’m having a crush on him now. I mean, he’s always on my list since his drama School 2013. He’s actually at #16. Now, he’s climbing up to top 10!! Waaaah! Why you doing this to me!!! Yaa! Choi Dal Po!!!!! Wae guerae!! >.<

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I like being alone

I like reading alone. When I grab the book, I couldn’t see anything but the book. I mean no disrespect if I didn’t get to talk to you or even glance at you. Sorry but I’m not sorry.

I like walking home alone. It’s not like I’m being brave or what it’s just that it gives me time to think and set my mind free (esp at night).

I like having groceries alone. I wouldn’t explain this 😉

But the fact that I like being alone, I don’t fancy being lonely.

How to register in EXO-L Official Website

MY EXO COLLECTIONS

Last August 5, 2014 at around 12PM KST, SM announced EXO’s official fanclub name.

EXO-L  is the official fanclub of EXO. EXO-L stands for EXO-LOVE. L is also the letter in between K and M, so it also serves to signify fans who love EXO, a group made up of EXO-K and EXO-M, and carries the meaning that EXO and the fans are one – like EXO’s team slogan ‘We Are One’.

EXO-L also have a homepage (https://exo-l.smtown.com/) as well as a mobile app (https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.smtown.exo_fanclub.androidapp) to begin its recruitment process.

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In order to register in the site, you need an email account. You can register in your computer or in your cellphone. You can register in two ways too, using a new account or if you have an account in smtown website.

I registered using my computer, here are the steps that I did:

First go to https://exo-l.smtown.com

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Then click…

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The EASIEST WAY on How to register to EXO-L Website

I keep on clicking “Start” still the message doesn’t appear. sigh

MY EXO COLLECTIONS

Because everybody is going gaga on registering on EXO-L website, I decided to make this post to help those who have problems in registering.

The problem that we usually encounter is the Email Verification. So this guide will help you to skip all those process. Have fun 🙂

Things you need:

Verified Facebook Account or Twitter

Notepad

Patience

Time

First thing to do is to go to https://membership.smtown.com/User

wwwYou can change the language to English if you want. Just click ENGLISH on the top left side of the page.

Then, click the Facebook or twitter button. I used Facebook because it is easier.

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Remember to keep refreshing (F5) the page once you get an error message.

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In the same browser that you are using, your Facebook account should be logged in.

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Once you click the Facebook button, a small pop up page will appear. Click okay to link your Facebook…

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BUZZZZZZZ

Balik awkward. Bakit ang awkward na naman? Pag tahimik awkward. So kailangan dapat palaging maingay? Badtrip. Pag siya tahimik, tahimik din lahat. Bawal mag ingay. Mahihiya kang mag ingay. Ni nga tumawa pahirapan. Aba matinde.

Cold treatment na naman kasunod nito. Minsan ayoko ng gantong tahimik. Nakakakaba. Hindi mo alam kung may nagawa kang kasalanan ng di mo nalalaman. Tipong the memo was late ang peg. Ito yung hirap sa kaibigang gusto ng perpektong relasyon. Yung nakikita sa iba kailangan meron din kami. Kailangan ginagawa din namin. Kailangan alam namin.
Kapag mga gantong eksena kahit hindi ko man gustuhin, bumabalik lahat. That time.. that line.. hindi ko talaga makalimutan yun. Tagos. Hindi ko alam kung napansin niya but I was taken aback. I was pissed. I was disappointed. Right at that moment, I was really confused. Am I not enough? All I know was she was happy and contented of what we have.

I haven’t really made something that is ‘huge’ sacrifice for her like what she read on that particular magazine. However, is it enough to compare? Oh I think that was not comparing, she was actually expecting much like I never done that and never will.

“Kasta a ti best friend” she said. That line must really be short but hey five words and it shattered me into pieces. Ikaw nga sabihan ka ng best friend mo ng ganyan sa harap mo mismo with no hesitations anong mararamdaman mo? I tried to smile that time. It was a fake smile. I tried not to show my real reaction. It was like I just heard a very funny, funny joke and because it’s so funny I forgot to breath.

Sa mga nangyaring ganyan samin, akala ko magkakasiraan na kami. Akala ko wala ng Glb. Akala ko dahil nasabi niya yung ganun, we’ll now continue to build gaps between us. Hindi ko alam kung na kanino ang problema. Sa akin ba? Sa kanya? I really don’t know.

BUT I’m glad hindi naman lumala. Kahit papano hindi naman natuloy ang mga what ifs ko. That was December after ng Christmas party sa boarding house namin. Actually hindi nga siya umattend eh. Umuwi sya agad. Hinatid ko siya. Tapos while waiting for bus sabi niya “sorry”. Tinanong ko kung bakit tapos sabi niya “basta” tapos teary eyed na siya. Sa totoo lang hindi ko alam kung ano’ng ikinasosorry niya. Yun bang cold treatment niya sakin or kung narealized na niyang na offend ako sa sinabi niyang “kasta a ti best friend”. Well, I don’t know and hindi na importante yun.

Things change..

When I was a kid, people always ask me what I would be like when I grow up. During that time, my friends and I would always play office-like scenario – kunwari may computer, nagpipirma-pirmahan, maraming sinusulat kunwari sa papel at iba. I thought being in an office would make lots of money and eventually make me big in the future. Came high school and nothing change much about my dream. But college made me think way different from before. I took business management. I got professors who literally have businesses outside the academe. Sabi nila wala daw yayaman sa pagiging emplayado. Well, I kind of agree with that statement. Pero sabi ko naman that time, malay ba natin kung dun masaya yung tao. Yun bang tinatawag nilang self-fulfilment.

Fourth year. I got my internship at two different companies. One was a government agency. When I first saw the workplace, naexcite ako, sabi ko saw akas maeexperience ko na rin kung paano magtrabaho sa opisina. My first week was all new to me. Pero dumating ang ikalawang lingo ko and little by little I got bored. My supervisor always asked me to logged incoming and outgoing documents from the director’s office and have them photocopied, encoded memos, brought documents to key persons and have it signed by them and the like. That was all I’ve done on my entire internship. It’s not like I did not learn anything. It’s just that, their work seem to be routinary. Walang bago. Hindi challenging. Walang excitement. Alam mo yung feeling na imbes na naeexcite ka pagdating sa trabaho kasi you feel like being challenge? Pero hindi e. Ang mafifeel mo sana hindi nalang dumating ang umaga para hindi ulit gagawin ang mga trabaho mo sa araw na yun.

Dun nabago ang pananaw ko sa pagtatrabaho sa opisina. I am definitely fitted to be a businesswoman rather than a corporate one. I think..

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Sana…

Isang araw may napagkatuwaan akong app sa facebook. Yung huhulaan ka gamit yung birthday mo. Triny ko naman. Sabi “you always daydream”. Totoo. Sa totoo niyan palagi akong nag iimagine na sana mayaman kami. Sana mayaman akong pinanganak sa mundo para mabili ko lahat ng gusto ko. Sana naging mayaman ako para nagapagaral ako sa isang magandang eskwelahan. Minsan naiingit talaga ako sa mga kaibigan o kaeskwela kong mayayaman. Tuwing binubuksan ko yung aparador ko at tinitignan ang mga damit ko, napapaisip ako na sana marami akong pera para mabili ko yung mga gusto kong damit, sapatos, bag at iba pa. Oo na. Alam ko. Ambisyosa ako. Pero ganun talaga e. Mangangarap ka nalang itodo mo na. 

Isa akong KPOP fan kaya isa sa malaking frustrations ko ay ang hindi makapunta sa mga concerts ng mga idol ko. Ni pambili nga ng album hirap na hirap na ako pambili pa kaya ng concert ticket na libo libo ang halaga?

Naisip ko ano kaya pakiramdam maging ibon? Kasi buti pa sila nakakapunta sila sa kahit saang lugar nila gustuhin. Hindi na kailangan ng passport o visa. Malaya. Pangarap ko talagang libutin ang buong mundo. Gusto kong puntahan ang mga lugar na sa mga magazines at telebiyon ko lang nakikita. 

Sana magkaroon din kami ng malaking bahay yung tipong masyon. Alam ko isa yan sa pangarap ng Papa ko. May magagarang kotse. Yung buhay na hindi na namin poproblemahin ang pagkain at baon namin sa araw araw.

I know I’m asking too much. Pero hindi ito kalabisan kung pagtatrabuhan ito at magiging bunga ng pagsisikap. Gusto ko ng magarang buhay. All my life I’m asking for this na sana ibigay ni Lord ang mga ito. Honestly, I don’t want to settle into a mediocre life. Sa totoo lang sawang sawa na ako. Gusto ko bago ko man lang lisanin ang mundo, sana maranasan ko ang mga gantong bagay.